Can't wait to be a mum

[Bluelady-sing]

Can't wait.

So desperate.....It's on my mind

[Judy18]

I know how you feel. I have days where it is all i think about! Try to be easy on yourself. It is a hard journey to be on. A friend of mine said that taking time to look after myself was just as important as the medical side of things. A nice bath and book help me. Usually after a walk after work with my husband. Everyone on here is amazing and so supportive. Sending huge hugs and baby dust xxx

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When you are desperate for something it can really eat at you can't it?

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It's always the way isn't it when you really want something badly it really eats at you doesn't it?

Live your life the way you want to and pretend that isn't there which is what I do when I have really wanted things and they start to eat at me it helped to get on with life and pretend that isn't there.

Currently I am looking for another job and it has started to eat at me and I decided that I would just carry on with life regardless of what happens and thought to myself how it's not the be all and end all of life and there's other things as well but it is hard when you really want something and you feel desperate and it eats away at you.

I decided on learning new skills myself like Arabic which I am enjoying and adult psychology in order to take my mind off the job hunt and how it eats at me and remind myself how it's not the only thing in life!

Best of luck!

[kitscat]

I know exactly how you feel. I have been struggling the past few days. I went to a toddlers birthday party and I really shouldn’t have gone. It’s just agony. People just don’t understand. My mum is great but she conceived me and my brother with no problem at all and she is so wrapped up in her own world. I just feel like a failure. I’ve booked in a massage this week and I’m going to treat myself to some new jewellery. It’s such a tough tough journey and it is hard to not feel sorry for yourself at times. Take care xxxxxx

[Jessy1280]

I feel your pain. I sit at my desk most days and cry. There's a pregnant girl in my team who has been anything but sensitive, talking about her pregnancy morning, noon and night.

I literally think I'd nothing else. Worse pain I've ever experienced x