I can't wait for January

[Klndmr]

Usually Christmas is my second most favourite day after my birthday. Last year i ended up in A&E on 24th of December 6 weeks pregnant and bleeding MC was confirmed few days after New year's.. This year after my December AF im starting my first cycle of IVF. I've passed the moment of anxiety and sadness, now is only excitement. I never felt so ready to do something as i feel now. I can't wait to stick all these needles in my belly 😍😍😍😍😆😆😆😆 Good luck to everyone who is going to a cycle right now or is due to start one. Sending lots of hugs and positive vibes your way 😍😍😍

[Suzannah1985]

Just wanted to say good luck on your first cycle and great to see so much positivity x

[Klndmr in reply to Suzannah1985]

Thank you so much 😍😍😍xx

[Hidden]

Wishing you all the best xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much xxx 😍😍😊

[Masha111]

Its great to see positivity...good luck have everything crossed for you. Really pray 2019 is your year xxxx👍🤲🤰🏻🤱🏻

[Klndmr in reply to Masha111]

Thank you so much. I pray every day for that and not only for myself but for all ladies out there waiting for a miracle ❤❤❤😍😍😍🤗🤗🤗

[Olivia1980xxx]

Hi klndmr I we have frozen one from the last cycle but we decided to go through fresh one due to my age (38) and my 5.7 AMH level. So yeh all test at GP been done last Monday just waiting for results and some blood test from my hubby and his “sample”....and hope we off to start fresh cycle . I feel like u positive and feeling more ready now (3rd time) then I’m gonna be ready in year or two. I wish u so so good luck with your cycle xx

[Klndmr in reply to Olivia1980xxx]

I have always been trying to be positive whatever happens to me hopefully i will be able to keep that positivity up for a while.

Good luck with you cycle and fingers crossed will be all successful xxx

[greengreen]

Wishing you best of luck and love your positivity! 😊

[Klndmr in reply to greengreen]

Thank you so much 😍😍😍😍xxx

[Shirazlover2013]

After last years horror Christmas period it’s wonderful to hear you’ve got something really positive and forward moving to look forward to. Yes bring on January!! 2019 will be your year 💪👍 xx

[Klndmr in reply to Shirazlover2013]

Was more than a horror. I spent new year's eve in my pyjamas and i bled for a month.. next year will be amazing for all of us 😍😍😍😍xxx

[Shirazlover2013 in reply to Klndmr]

Oh gosh that is truly awful, I’m so sorry you’ve gone through that. I think there’ll be a lot of people on this forum hoping for a better 2019 myself included xx

[Klndmr in reply to Shirazlover2013]

Definitely. So glad i found this page. Good luck to you as well hun. For an amazing 2019 😍😍😍😍xxxx

[Lucylu_88]

Wishing you all the best. I think positivity is key and it sounds like you are. Let's hope next Christmas you're a mummy xx

[Klndmr in reply to Lucylu_88]

Thank youuu that's all i wanti hope for 😍😍😍😍xx

[Dunla]

Loving your positivity. Good luck for January xx

[Klndmr in reply to Dunla]

Thank you so much 😍😍😍xxx

[everhopeful83]

Best of luck to you xxx

[Klndmr in reply to everhopeful83]

Thank you very much 😍😍😍xx

[CJem18]

Good luck lovely!!! The needles are nothing to worry about. Rest when you feel you need it and remember to drink lots of fluids when you start stims and after egg collection.

Fingers and toes are crossed for you x

[Klndmr in reply to CJem18]

I will remember that. Thank you so much 😍😍😍xxx

[Hidden]

Masses of luck! it feels great to be doing something positive doesn't it! Love your positivity x

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Yeeee 😍😍😍 Thank you so much 😍😍😍❤

[Sweets1]

All the very best xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Sweets1]

Thank you so much 😍😍😍xxx

[Kiedy84]

Your positive is amazing, thank you for sharing it with us xxxxx

[Klndmr in reply to Kiedy84]

Thank you and i hope my positivity got to touch all of you and make you smile 😍😍😍😍

[Katty_Holz]

Sorry to hear about your loss last year... you're a brave woman. I'd give you a pat on your back for overcoming the loss, anxiety and disappointment that comes with the tough struggles on the fertility road. Hold onto this optimism girl you'll need it throughout never let it fade. Well, Christmas is a happy time indeed but then I guess feeling ready for the IVF is what makes it more important than the time of the year. Good Luck!

[Klndmr in reply to Katty_Holz]

I had 2 losses. The first one was quite early so i didn't feel pregnant. Second one was after 2 years ttc and was a huge surprise and then all went away.. I was really really depressed and feeling down for few months, at that time my bf got pregnant, and 2 more close friends and i was omg why now, colleague of mine got pregnant and had an abortion as she didn't want the baby and i had to be next to her... I had to be next to them and support them and it was a rough time.. One day i woke uo and i thought i can't do this to myself anymore with all that struggle and then i received my referral and had an appointment with my clinic and i just stopped thinking about all the pregnant women around me hahaa.

Thank you so so much ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[Katty_Holz in reply to Klndmr]

Ohh, poor thing... I can totally relate to this! I've had loss myself too in the distant past, the grief is lessened with time but the bad memories of the excruciatingly painful time both emotionally and physically stay on for long. And It's really peculiar how suddenly everyone around you starts getting pregnant when you're actually trying hard to cope with your own TTC failures. I had my SIL got pregnant when I failed at my first IVF attempt and it was really very stressful and draining emotionally. Well, I found an explanation somewhere online where they say that you just start noticing pregnant woman more because your mind is challenged to want it. Well, I'm not sure though how out of my own desperations to be pregnant can my SIL or your BF really fall pregnant. However, right now I want you to just look ahead and look ahead with optimism. Who knows by this time next year you'll have an inspiring success story for all of us. Wish you all the luck in the world <3<3

[Klndmr in reply to Katty_Holz]

Thank you ever so much. Been able to share everything the way i feel it makes every day so much easier. When you know that the person who talks to you knows exactly how you feel.

My BF got pregnant on her first try and she decided i will be her daughter's God mother and that at first made me feel so down but then i said to myself it's like having a daughter from another mother and now i love this one month old baby to bits.

Good luck on your journey as well and i hope soon you get your miracle as well ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[Katty_Holz in reply to Klndmr]

You're welcome, that's what these forums are for... you find exactly the people who'll understand you and won't have to sugarcoat anything. Over the years the lovely ladies here gave me the feeling of not being alone (or having to fight my own battle all alone) on the fertility road the feel of companion, loads of much-needed advise and definitely hope through their success stories. It's actually really nice that your BF chose you to be the God Mother. I know somewhere it might just sting a bit and get you longing for your own baby but take this as an impetus. Like all the "pregnant" got you too determined and on the optimistic side to jump onto the IVF ASAP. Things will work out just fine trust me... might take time, might take a long time and much more than usual but success will be there. I'm still struggling and trying to find my success to but I believe in it strongly that may be slowly and steadily and with a long time spent on it things will fall in place someday even if it's through Surrogacy.

[Klndmr in reply to Katty_Holz]

Ive gotpatience sometimes less sometimes more but i prepared myself mentally for what could it take and that i need to believe and just wait till my time comes

I really hope something amazing happens to you soon, i wish you that with all my heart ❤❤❤❤

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

I started my third cycle on Xmas day 2017. It was definitely lucky for me- I’m now 37 weeks pregnant with a frozen embryo from that round. Hopefully you will have festive luck too xx

[Klndmr in reply to Lizzielizzielizzie]

That's great. I'm starting Norethisterone on Xmas day 😍😍😍😍 Soo good luck to me and an easy labor for you 😍😍😍😍😍xxxx

[Katty_Holz in reply to Lizzielizzielizzie]

Congratulations Lizzie! We've never really interacted 101 as far as I remember but I've seen you around. It's great to know that you're pregnant. Success will always find the optimistic one and who never give up on trying I guess. Time to take care of yourself, rest well and count the days impatiently. Stay geat!

[SConnor]

It is amazing to see so much positivity! I wish you my same luck. I also ended up with in A&E in September last year, and then did IVF in September this year. A very tough year in between but then I got my BFP and am now almost 3 months pregnant.

All the best in your journey, every step gets us closer to our goal!!

[Klndmr in reply to SConnor]

Omg that's great. Wishing you happy and healthy 9 months hun. Thank youuu, successful stories are giving hope to many women 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 ❤❤❤❤

[Kat_15]

Good luck with your IVF cycle. I am starting my first IVF at the same time! Sending lots of baby dust and positive vibes your way. ☘️🌟

[Klndmr in reply to Kat_15]

That's great. Good luck to you tooo and keep us updated 😍😍😍😍xxxx

[Leesara]

Just wanted to say enjoy your xmas and roll on your post xmas AF

Good luck

[Klndmr in reply to Leesara]

Thank you so much 😍😍😍xxx

[Leesara]

You will def get used to the good old belly injections too!!

[Klndmr in reply to Leesara]

Can't wait for that hahah xxxx

[Hidden]

Good morning klndmr, I am loving your positivity hun and have everything crossed for you 😃 😃 XX

I have my FET either the 7th or 8th Dec so going to try and steal some of your energy haha xx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Morniiiing 😍😍😍😍 That's exciting not long to go. Wishing you all the luck and sending lots of positive vibes your way 😍😍😍😍xxxx

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Thankyou hun, much appreciated ❤ i just need to get through the next week and a half at work without any stress, I'm trying to stay under everyone's radar haha. Not long for you too,will be here before you know it xxx

[Kat_15]

Hello all. 👋 How are you all?

I went for my baseline scan and nurse consultation today. My appointment was a bit of a mixed bag today. My scan all went well and she said I am ready to start my treatment which was good.

The nurse I saw to talk through my treatment plan said my thyroid level was a bit high. It’s 3.06 which is within the normal range according to my GP but apparently for fertility/getting pregnant/staying pregnant she explained it ideally needs to be under 2.5. The way she delivered this news was quite blunt (I got the impression she was having a busy/stressful day as she was 25 minutes late to see me). I asked if this mean may there was a delay to my treatment and she said there shouldn’t be she would check with the consultant and let me know tomorrow whether I needed to go on some other medication. She left me a voicemail to say the consultant wanted me to go on some medication but my phone had run out of battery so when I tried to call back it was too late. Quite worried now as keen to get started with the stimulation! Has anyone experienced this? xx