Hello Hun. I totally understand. A lot of do. I too have just started my third round and and am already thinking about the heart break of another BFN. But...... now we have take a deep breath, keep our fingers crossed and just hope that it’s our time. Wishing that at least one sticks this time.
So happy that I found this community with such lovely and supporting ladies, some times feel so alone in this journey ( my hubby don't talk so much about and have the feeling that I just complain all the time ) and is so nice when someone understands how hard emotionally can be 😔
Hi Frussy, sorry you’re feeling anxious. I struggle with anxiety off and on anyway and IVF definitely doesn’t help. I’ve actually found the meds have made my anxiety waaaay worse (I can almost time it after I take my IVF meds that the anxiety kicks in a few hours later). I think the mixture of all the hormones plus having so much at stake is a recipe for anxiety. Hope you’re able to find some peace and distraction as you go through this cycle. Be kind to yourself x
I felt very variable, up/down etc on this too - i’m sure the drugs themselves have quite a significant impact on your emotions (as well as the situation). Hang in there. X
I almost canceled my first IVF cycle on day of taking Bruseriln. I had a major panic attack (described in one of my previous posts) and thanks to the strength and support of ladies on this forum I made it and now I am 6 weeks pregnant. I even called the clinic to 'check my options' and when they asked me if so want to cancel I knew that deep inside I didn't want to cancel I was just so so scared. So from day onwards I divided everything into small manageable steps and I have forbidden from thinking too far ahead. I realised I was equally scared of not getting pregnant but also getting pregnant. I know right🙈
I can totally relate to this too lovely. Day 2 of my meds on my first cycle both me and my husband had a major wobble. We were both in floods of tears wondering what the hell we were doing. I was totally overwhelmed and so was he watching me inject myself.
We got through it though. You can't be strong every day but you can be brave 👊🏻 you've got this!! x x x
I totaly empathise. I have been postponing my second round... Although I want to try again I am afraid to fail again... I understand how hard it is. I wish you the best of luck!!!
Can definitely relate to this. Had my FET yesterday and feel so negative today. Convinced it’s not going to work. Can’t pull myself out of it. Just keep thinking of that BFN and that the Burserelin crap and all the rest of it will have been for nothing 😩 so you aren’t on your own!
Only thing I can say is that I had days like that on Burserelin and usually the next day I felt ok again so just push through. Bear in mind what is being done to your body and cut yourself some slack. Good luck!! X
Oh sweetheart. I try to go into it feeling ‘hopeful’ rather than negative or positive. I really hope you get you BFP this time round. Well done you for getting back on it - that’s massive. Keeping everything crossed for you xxx
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