Anxious

[romaluna2015]

I keep feeling anxious so did another test.. wow !! Never had a line so dark! 😳😱. I think I need to stop testing now it's costing too much money .

I have another blood test ( 25th July) to check again the hcg levels . I've never been so nervous of blood tests ..

My gp managed to get my misscarriage clinic brought forward for me for 7th August . Which I'm happy about by then I should be 2 days off 8 weeks (my danger zone) .. hoping if they have a problem that it can be dealt with with medication so I can go on to carry my little one.

Does anyone know when the best time to start progesterone would be ? I'm 6 weeks almost .

Thank you in advance x

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A huge congratulations to you.praying your little one sticks. 😃

[romaluna2015 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you x

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Congrats, fantastic news. I took progesterone from OTD I think and I took it for 12 weeks.

Call your clinic to confirm but they should be advising you I think..xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you x

[romaluna2015 in reply to Hidden]

I have my gp he will be prescribing it me he said in a few weeks he will that was last week I have another hcg level blood test today . Hoping he will them me after the results tomorrow x

[Tugsgirl]

Please don't get too hung up on the tests like I did. It didn't mean all was well for me despite the blazing positives I was getting everyday. Save your money and try (I know it's so so hard) to have some faith in your baby. Good luck xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Tugsgirl]

I think that's what I'm struggling with to be honest tugsgirl ive wanted this for so long and now I am again I'm wracked with nerves that in a few weeks time it will all go wrong again and I'm back at square one and disappointed and upset . I won't be testing again they cost too much money I've done 8 to double check that I was pregnant it's still not really feeling real for me. Everyone else is excited and a little wary but I just can not bring myself to feel the same way . Pregnancy is supposed to feel like a good time this isn't as of yet xx

[Tugsgirl in reply to romaluna2015]

I know. It will never be easy after the journey we've been on xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Tugsgirl]

If this has taught me one thing it is that I'm stronger than I thought I was . Been many a time I've gone to give up x

[Tugsgirl in reply to romaluna2015]

Agreed with you there, I guess we're all stronger than we realised xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Tugsgirl]

The level has gone up again from 1046 to 8321 . I have a scan at 7 weeks on Wednesday . Thank you all xx