Arghhhhhhh I’m going insane.

[MakingbabyNM]

Hey I’m 6days post 5dfet. I’m

Supposed to be just relaxing on holiday I am having a lush time but just want to go and buy a test!!! My partner doesn’t want me too which I do get because if its negative... what would we achieve other then a gloomy rest of the week. However if it was to test positive I’d relax so much 🙁 my mind is just crazy, I had lots of early symptoms cramping, headaches and some spotting last that lasted no more then a couple of wipes on the toilet. But now I feel nothing. I’m officially going insane x

[HopeTTC18]

Hold out if you can. It’s more likely to be negative than positive this early on even if you are going to end up pregnant. I tested this early last time and the BFN devastated me even though I knew it could still change.

I know it’s hard. I’m 9 days today and going crazy. I’m testing on Thursday. Try to hold out for a few more days at least and enjoy some relaxation time with your partner

[MakingbabyNM in reply to HopeTTC18]

Thank u so much for replying! Your right and I’m bringing myself down to earth! I’ve gone from being so hopeful to being pessimistic again! I’m up and down. It would totally ruin our trip for nothing. As for yourself! Go u! That’s amazing Holding out. Got everything crossed for u xx

[HopeTTC18 in reply to MakingbabyNM]

Emotions are all over the place in the 2WW and it’s hard to think of anything else. Realised I typed that I’m testing Thursday. That’s OTD but I’m actually testing Wednesday morning. Only 36 hours to go!

[MakingbabyNM in reply to HopeTTC18]

Were u a frozen cycle? Not long at all!

[HopeTTC18 in reply to MakingbabyNM]

Yes it was for me

[mushy19]

Stay strong.... no news is good news as they say.

I found myself down the health aisle in the supermarket today 5dpt, I had a look 👀 and there was no first response thank goodness 😅 so I was able to walk off a continue with my day. I took my last one and tested way to early yesterday BFN which ruined my entire day.

Pls don’t ruin your break away... just in case it’s still too early or the test you buy doesn’t pick up an early response.

Stay strong x

[MakingbabyNM in reply to mushy19]

Awh thanks so much for replying 💕 yeah your right I need to just continue as I am I guess escaping still gives us our moments! I’m 95%distracted then I have 5% panics! Which r overwhelming at the time! But hearing how disappointed u were has given me a kick up the butt. You stay strong too hun it is as u say early!! xx

[mushy19 in reply to MakingbabyNM]

I’m looking forward to hearing you positive results in a few day 🤗🤗🤗

[MakingbabyNM in reply to mushy19]

Really hope so for us all lovely 😊 💜 xxx

[Core]

I’m one day ahead of you, I’m dreading having to test as feel like I don’t want my dreams coming crashing down again! It’s so hard these 2weeks!xx

[MakingbabyNM in reply to Core]

Oh I know it’s like u r dying to know but not really too!! Because at least now we can dream xx

[Core in reply to MakingbabyNM]

Exactly I haven’t had any symptoms really apart from a few odd twinges but on both of my last 2 I had spotting and they were BFNs so hoping no spotting so far is a good sign 🤞 xx

[MakingbabyNM in reply to Core]

I had one episode of spotting on day 4 🙁 xx

[Core in reply to MakingbabyNM]

Lots of people seem to get spotting and get BFPs so please don’t stress that sort of time sounds like implantation spotting, mine was pretty constant throughout the 2ww xx

[MakingbabyNM in reply to Core]

Ah I see no it was just literally a one off thank u 💕 xx

[MakingbabyNM in reply to Core]

I had one episode of spotting on day 4 🙁 xx

[mushy19 in reply to MakingbabyNM]

I had brown discharge no real blood as such on day 3...

I Really needed to take day naps the past two days and today I left work early as I just suddenly began to feel 🤢 I never actually threw up but my mouth wouldn’t stop watering. Had a nap and feel normal again.

I’m trying not to symptom watch to much cause I know my mind will play tricks on me but i just can’t help it 🤣😩

[MakingbabyNM in reply to mushy19]

I mean that all sounds really good to me and my nurses brain! Just when it comes to me I’m irrational as hell!! Hold tight! We will all be fine one way or another!! 💜 xx

[Hidden]

Can i just say getting a positive probably won’t help you relax, i was worse after my BFP, constantly doing tests everyday worrying incase the line gets lighter, panicking with every twinge, worrying there would be no heartbeat. I tested before my OTD and never again. Try enjoy your holiday and test when required to. I see from most people on here who have BFP where like me and more nervous. Hope you have a lovely holiday and get ur BFP xx

[MakingbabyNM in reply to Hidden]

Yeah I know you guys are right! I’m okay and waiting until I get home. The otd is my partners late mums birthday anyway so seems right to just relax until then as hard as it is xx

[Hidden in reply to MakingbabyNM]

That is a lovely sign and will make it more special if it is good news. Best of luck xx