Hello all- I’m not really looking for advice just need to sound off a little if that’s ok?
It’s currently 00:46 and I’m wide awake! Can’t sleep and can’t stop thinking about my test day- currently 8dp5dt. I’m due to test on Friday. I’ve been trying to stay positive but I can’t help but think it hasn’t worked. I don’t have any significant symptoms and those I did have are fading. Also I wear a Fitbit and my resting heart rate is stable- I’ve often read how it shoots up after implantation, mines done the opposite. So I was lay in bed tonight, wide awake and the horrible reality of how I will feel if the test is negative has hit me. I almost don’t want to test because I don’t want to it to be real.
I know I’m not helping myself but I just can’t shift this, and I can’t bloody sleep!