Hello everyone, So today was official test day and sadly for us this journey has come to an end. Today, there is a part of me that wants to give up on this cruel rollercoaster of a ride that I never wanted to sign up to in the first place. We are sad but I know the grief will pass and when it does, I’ll come out fighting ready to move onto donor eggs. After testing this morning I wanted to crawl back into bed and sob my eyes out and just cocoon myself for the rest of the day. Instead, we went for an 8 mile hike in the sun across a beautiful range of mountains. There was just us, nobody else in sight apart from a few mountain goats. It was the peace we needed to think through all our thoughts. We must focus on the positives, we still have each other and a week left of this beautiful holiday. Thank goodness we don’t have to function at work this week as I know we’d be more than hopeless.
I want to thank you all for the amazing support you have given me during this last year. I would never have had the strength if it wasn’t for you guys cheering me from the sidelines and putting a smile back on my face on the days I thought I may never smile again. You are all truly beautiful people.
Thank you Xx