17th December ❤

[Klndmr]

Last year on that day i had that weird feeling and tested... It was positive i can never ever forget that feeling. It was my second pregnancy but this time was different. The line was darker, the digital was positive and i had all the symptoms (1st pregnancywas chemical).

I got that beautiful newborn outfit and wrapped it in Xmas paper together with all the positive tests and called my husband to come as it was urgent.. He almost passed out...

One week happiness and then a month of bleeding, blood tests every other day etc. Lost my baby at 9 weeks. I was devastated but i survived.

I sit here today and i think how strange thing life is. We go through so many things, we worry, we cry, we feel hopeless and useless and all these negative emotions...

But here we are, stronger than ever, fighting for what we want! And sooner or later we will get there, we will be mothers and we will be amazing mothers, the best mothers in the whole world! 😊

I got myself a glass of prosecco tonight, just the one i promise!

Cheers to all the ladies expecting, cheers to all the ladies going through a cycle or through a 2ww, cheers to all due to start!

Keep smiling, keep fighting and it will be all worth at the end! Sending lots if love to all of you! 😊😊😊😊😊😚😊xxxx

[silverlini]

Life can be so cruel sometimes, it’s just not fair (my god how many times have I said that this year!!) I’m sorry to hear about your loss. But it’s nice to see that you are feeling more positive, sometimes you just need a bit of time out.

I had a chemical with my first IVF cycle in October which I found devastating as it took us years to get to that point! We are starting again in 3 weeks time which I’m nervous but excited about, so cheers back at ya! Enjoy that glass!! Let your hair down and have a few over Christmas!

xxx

[Klndmr in reply to silverlini]

I'm so sorry for your loss and i hope January will bring you lots of joy. 😊😊😊

I will have only that one glass because im starting my first ivf cycle in two weeks time as well and i shouldn't be having even that one 🙊🙊🙊

Have a very Merry Christmas and im waiting to hear about a positive outcome in the New Year 😊😊😊xxxx

[silverlini in reply to Klndmr]

Oh I see! Ok no more prosecco then! 🤪 wishing you lots of luck! I hope all goes well and that you have a wonderful start to the new year with great news xx

[Klndmr in reply to silverlini]

Thanks hun same to you too😚😚😚😚xx

[Saya85]

A lovely post and I agree wholeheartedly

I have felt such a mixed bag of.emotilns on the forum recently

Such amazingly brilliant news from.some.and devestation from others.

But stories like yours who have come through the other side and can still put a smile.on their face - I applaud you 👏

Hope you get your happy ending soon xx

[Klndmr in reply to Saya85]

Thank you ever so much. Best of luck to you too 😊😊😍😍😍xxx

[Anya80]

Ah I could’ve write this, thank you for your words Klndmr😘

It was me that last year Oct time was over the moon and then suddenly on 30th Nov 2017 I had management as my baby stopped growing at 7+1wks😥

Fast forward whole year, where I’ve been thinking of my angel baby 😇 every single day, tried to get over the sadness and be strong for my son and for my husband and reached 30th Nov 2018 and I’ve had another FET transfer. It was maybe the sign to get third transfer on anniversary of my lost baby or maybe just coincidental event, but it was lucky transfer one for us and now currently 5wks pregnant💝

Life can be surprising in any way, one day you are sad but other will be happy one for us! Cheers for that🥂

[Klndmr in reply to Anya80]

Couldn't agree more.

Congratulations on your pregnancy and hope all goes smoothly 😍😍😍😍 Keep smiling and take very good care of yourself 😊😊😊😊😊xxxx

[Doglover5]

Lovely post! You have a great attitude.

Good luck to all you ladies for 2019. Xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Doglover5]

Thank you. Best of luck to you too 😊😊😊xxx

[Kelz84]

I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. Thank you also for sharing your journey. My heart truly goes out to you. Good luck for 2019. Fingers and toes crossed for you xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Kelz84]

Thank you so much. And happy and healthy pregnancy to you hun 😊😊😊xxx

[Hidden]

Wishing you lots of luck in getting your dream. Beautiful words. Merry Christmas xx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. And very healthy and happy pregnancy to you hun 😚😊xx

[destiny121]

A lovely post straight from your heart and I admire your strength and determinations.... enjoy your Prosecco and here’s to 2019 😘😊😊

[Klndmr in reply to destiny121]

Thank you. Ended up having only half a glass as im due to start my first ivf in few weeksand i shouldn't be really drinking 🙊xxx

[Hidden]

What a lovely post. Raw and real and could have been taken from many of us. We are all on such a long and hard journey but here we know we are here for each other. Giving strength and support during the darkest of times, a kick up the bum when needed and celebrations when any of us finally get there.

Big hugs to you and here's hoping for an amazing 2019 xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

I read loads of stories and you know i feel for each on of you here. I feel happiness, i feel the sadness and i hope everyone will succeed in their journey.

Best of luck to you and im wishing you an amazing pregnancy 😊😊😊😊xxx

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you so much xx

[Tugsgirl]

I hope you enjoyed your glass of Prosecco. Wishing you a merry Christmas and a happy new year xx

[Klndmr in reply to Tugsgirl]

I had just half of it 🙊 i shouldn't be drinking but half a glass won't do any harm ❤❤❤ Thank you 😊xxx

[TerryNaples]

Thanks for your words ❤️❤️❤️

I wish you a happy Christmas and a wonderful New Year ❤️

[Klndmr in reply to TerryNaples]

You are very welcome. Best of luck with your treatment 😊😊😊

Happy holidays hun xxxz 😍😍😍😍

[TerryNaples in reply to Klndmr]

Thanks!!! <3

I wish you the best of luck for your future!

[ashalez]

A lovely post straight from your heart😙😙😙.

You made me cry wish you very good luck this time😗😗😗😍😘

[Klndmr in reply to ashalez]

Thank you. Best of luck to you tooo and keep smiling 😊😊😊 Have a very Merry Christmas hun 😊😊😊xxx