I’m 5 months on from my miscarriage. I’m getting on ok. When I’m at home I’m good. I’ve been doing gardening, Crafting, yoga, decorating my house and cuddling my dog.
But work is another matter. One of the girls that works there is pregnant and it kills me. It’s whenever the conversation goes to pregnancy, it devastates me. I know it’s wrong, but I feel anger and hatred towards her. I try my best to avoid her, and I don’t talk to her. I know I sound like a horrible person, but it just hurts so much. Im ok when I’m at home in my bubble. It’s so so hard. I’m on my period now, and I’m scared I won’t ever get pregnant again. I’ve almost given up all hope and I’m trying to forget about the whole thing. Today my tummy just feels so empty.