This journey really has been one of the hardest things I have ever been through in my life. I have been tested ever since we started! AT showed her pretty face fully yesterday, although it hasn't been the worse cramping I know it's there.
I have felt so sad since Friday and today I feel slightly empty. It's just so weird because we knew from the start it might not happen but I guess getting this far you feel so positive it will. We haven't done anything wrong, quite the opposite, we have done everything as we should - no alcohol, no caffeine, I had acupuncture, I drank pom juice, I even ate the pineapple core, I was relaxed, my partner drank proxeed stuff to help his swimmers. We pretty much followed the recipe book of "how to assisted conception" life is blood cruel.
Well, test day tomorrow and I have a shimmer of hope but deep down I know.
Thank you for everyone who has supported and been great. I will be ready to start again xxx
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I will be thinking of you tomorrow and sending lots of positive vibes. Hoping for a miracle for you. You so right when you say this is the hardest journey you have ever been on in your life and I can totally relate to the empty feeling. Hang in there and hopefully the universe will be kind to us soon xxxx
Aaah im so sorry! Darn this is so hard. I think mine will definately be negative. I have full on AF and the hpt that I did didnt even have the slightest line, it was a proper negative. I think we will give it a month or 2 break and then try for the last round. But like you say when you try do everything right and just cant understand what you doing wrong or why its not working then you kinda start loosing hope completely. Look after yourself Oharal, be gentle with yourself xxxx
I so hope you get your miracle bfp tomm hun...will be thinking of you....good luck xx
Thinking of you sweetheart. As you say, this is a very hard journey. You’ve certainly done everything you could to make this work. Hoping that all is not lost for you xx
Sorry to hear this.. it is such a tough journey for sure! My period came on Friday and I am due to test tomorrow.. I can totally relate to the emptiness your feeling.. Take care, rest up and as you say, come back fighting again! Xx
I’m so sorry! I was really hoping we had some good news this week! I can’t imagine what you are both going through, life is just so cruel sometimes! Don’t give up, I really hope you get your miracle baby, sending you love and gentle hugs x x x
So sorry lovely. Give your self some tlc time hun. Big hugs 💗🤗😘
Sorry to hear this oharal. It is such a tough journey and there doesn't seem any rhyme or reason for success. Ive tried it all. I'm 7 transfers in and 3 fresh rounds and still nothing. I feel sad to my core and just hope that we'll make it out of the dark tunnel and back into the light. Thinking of you. Lots of love.xx
You are a very strong lady, sorry for your loss so recently! Will you go again? Im hoping to hear from clinic today as to what our next steps are. Here if you need a chat, xxx
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thanks hun. Good luck for your fet xx
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