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for years I have not wanted my period to come and now I really want it to arrive.gearing up for 5th transfer...a natural fet this time again and after scratch in January on day 21 I think on day 23 my period came very light but I put it down to the scratch anyway my period now a week late so thinking that must have been it..been peeing on sticks for over a week and still no face ..what has happened to my body this month??I reckon we won't get to transfer now which I will be gutted about..so so fed up and anxious mess now with all this and my abnormal smear result the week earlier..just feel my body is useless😢😢if no face tomorrow hospital said to go in for bloods see what's happening ..I know it is best to wait for right time just that my patience is running out. ..hate this shite😢sorry for rant..love to all xx

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Hiya Vic77, it doesn’t matter how many times we do this it never gets any easier and the wait feels longer each time 😕 xxx

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Hey you. Isn’t it a pain when our body can’t just bloody well behave when we want it too. We’ve accepted we’re doing this the hard way... the least it can do is just do this one thing!

You’re thinking all the right things and you’re allowed to be frustrated. And OMG! You must rant! Sending you big hugs; hope tomorrow goes ok xx

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Really sorry to hear this - it’s very frustrating for you xxx

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Feeling your pain, what a nightmare. I’m sorry you’re so fed up. Just keep that little spark of hope alight that it will all be worth it in the end...

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Ah Hun sending you hugs, its just the pits isn’t it. I had a scratch on day 21 too and it brought my period on early. I had a few days where I wasn’t sure if it was a proper period or not.

Thinking of you xx

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so not just me then😯did you not transfer that month either then?I am so hopping that damn face is smiling up at me tomorrow 😯xx

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I'm sorry vic77 it all becomes a bit too much at times and it can feel that nothing is going right. I understand that it's an incredibly anxious time but stay strong you will have that fet soon enough and it's best to get the timing right and know that your body is ready to receive your embryoand hopefully your little miracle xxx

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Hi Vic, you must be so incredibly frustrated. Hoping the blood test at the hospital will help shed some light on what’s going on 🤞🏻 xx

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Ahh Vic I was just thinking about you last night! Sorry to hear you havent had that magic smily face, why are our body so bloody frustrating....arrgghhhh?! I hope you get some more information from the clinic if you have to go for bloods.xx

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just been for blood test so hoping that will shed some light. thank you all for support xx

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When will you get the result Vic?

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got result looks like surge might be in post..to go back tomorrow 😯xx

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Oooh fingers crossed!

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Hey there! I m really sorry to hear about your pain. I know how it feels, everything seems like the end of the world. But don't worry hon! Everything will be fine. Try to take care of that light of hope and don't let it go. It's the only thing that will get through this. I hope everything goes well for you, Waiting for your result. *Fingers crossed* Stay strong and Blessed! Much Love!

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thank you so much xx

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