I hope you are all doing ok on this rainy Friday morning. I hope people who are testing this morning get their BFP, that the ladies who are having EC today all go swimmingly and what ever Point anyone is at that you are remaining stong and positive.
I’ve been watching a lot of your stories and I have to hand it to you all and say your all amazing!!
Some may remember me some may not but unfortunately me and my fiancée have split up.
Back in Feb I had my failed ivf and then I found out in June the arsehole was having an affair with some one I work with!! I tried to move forward because he was blaming the ivf and how we were growing apart and we had lost the spark (which can happen with ivf) so I gave him a second chance. But I got my head in gear and when I came into some money a few months ago he changed and I just suddenly thought no enough is enough ..... As the only way we would conceive would be icsi which as a lot of you know is not bloody cheap.
All of it came to ahead and I thought I can’t do this anymore I can’t trust him and for me when trust is broken then as far as I’m concerned so is the relationship! 6 yrs down the drain.
I need someone who respects me and loves me and certainly doesn’t go elsewhere when the times get tough!! I’m all good now tho I’m ready for my new start in 2018!!
So I just wanted to wish all you beautiful ladies the very best of luck getting your BFP!! And don’t ever give up no matter how hard it gets, talk to your partners and make sure they don’t feel left out because I think that’s where I went wrong I made it a lot about me lol. I’m sorry for the long winded post today. Sending massive love and hugs to you all and thank you to all of you who kept me sane through out my ivf 💖 xxxx