Guess I just need to speak to people who understand.
I'm overjoyed to be pregnant, but after 2 early miscarriages and 4 previous failed ivfv attempts I'm terrified
I know each pregnancy is different, different egg, different sperm, but I'm desperate to see a heartbeat.
I've never seen one.
I need this blessing to be mine to keep and love forever, I can't go through another loss.