Currently bricking it #2ww

[Oakey80]

Wow this 2ww is much harder than last time...last time I was convinced it hadn't worked so I was expecting much. This time I'm torn! Had all different symptoms since Saturday (transfer was last Thursday) but as of today all symptoms have disappeared!

I had acupuncture last night so maybe that's why they've gone? Or maybe it's something else? I had a tiny bit of pink when I wiped yesterday (literally a tiny speck)...is that the crinone, implantation or beginning of af?!?!

I'm going mad here and today is particularly bad as tomorrow will be the equivalent day my af appeared on my failed cycle!

Anyone else sharing my craziness?!

xxx

[lauren3189]

no advice but wishing you all the luck this time xx

[Oakey80 in reply to lauren3189]

Thank you!

[Hayleigh86]

Me and im only 1dp5dt! 😕😕 good luck x

[Oakey80 in reply to Hayleigh86]

Gosh it's a living nightmare isn't it! xxx

[Hayleigh86 in reply to Oakey80]

It is, i think i need to hide my phone for a fortnight too because google is just too accessible. I thought id be absolutely fine, its been one day and im driving myself insane lol xx

[Oakey80 in reply to Hayleigh86]

I've been pretty good on testing Google front as I soon realised it would get me nowhere....Doesn't stop the torture though 😣

[Hayleigh86 in reply to Oakey80]

Yeah im learning the hard way. I guess there is no way of knowing till you take that test. Good luck xx

[Oakey80 in reply to Hayleigh86]

You too! xxx 🍀🍀🍀

[Tugsgirl]

On my first cycle I just knew it hadn't worked deep down. I just had a feeling. On my fet I didn't get that feeling, it was like I truly believed it could go either way, which was strangely comforting. I had one tiny speck of pink on day 5 and one on day 6 when I wiped, along with some pretty strong af cramping. I was convinced af was on her way at that point but it passed, and then I was left with nothing except sore boobies. So I was back to not knowing one way or the other until otd when I got my bfp. I was so shocked. Good luck. Keeping everything crossed for you 🤞 xx

[Oakey80 in reply to Tugsgirl]

Ah thanks! That pretty much sums up my story too! I'm currently trying not to run to the toilet every 5 mins to check 🙈. Weird thing is I've had mild cramps since i started progesterone (so way before ET) but they have completely gone today and my boobs haven't hurt at all (which they did last time) Its just a completely different 2ww. That could be down to it being an fet but we'll have to see! The wait is killing me 😥

[Tugsgirl in reply to Oakey80]

I can imagine. Hang in there! X

[Hidden]

Bless you - hang in there hun. It's not easy but you've got this xxx

[Oakey80 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks! Every minute feels like an hour and every hour feels like a day! xxx

[Hidden in reply to Oakey80]

I know! Xxxxx

[emmab178]

Big hugs oakey. I had no symptoms just blooming af type cramps the whole 2ww. Gotta love a bit of constant knicker watch (I still find myself checking!)

Hang in there x

[Oakey80 in reply to emmab178]

I've so far managed to avoid knicker watch (well extra visits to the bathroom anyway!)...I've been distracting myself with work and chomping on jelly babies haha!...I keep thinking I want to feel symptoms but then when I do, I wish it went away. I'm a lost cause! xx

[emmab178 in reply to Oakey80]

Got fingers and toes crossed for you x

[Oakey80 in reply to emmab178]

Ah thanks hun....I don't think I can take much more xxx

[Newqgirl1]

Lots of love and luck xx

[Oakey80 in reply to Newqgirl1]

Thank you!!

[Strawb86]

I think my symptoms disappeared around the same time for a few days too! It's such a torturous wait, have everything crossed for you xxx

[Oakey80 in reply to Strawb86]

God it really is torture isn't it. I wasn't half this crazy last time...😩 xxx

[Strawb86 in reply to Oakey80]

It really really is!! Unless you've been through it you just can't understand just how torturous it is. I thought I'd be fine for mine but was up the walls within a few days!! Xxx

[Hidden]

Oakey, I'm 4dpiui and I'm freaking out! Haha! Went to the loo this morning and had a small amount of brown tinged cm and nothing since! I think it's too early for implantation so I'm ruling that out! When do you test? Xx

[Oakey80 in reply to Hidden]

My otd is Monday but that's because the clinic is closed at the weekend. So I've worked out I can test sat! So that's when I'll be testing. Yesterday/today has been torturous....really really bad! This morning it felt like af was coming...not cramps but just a hot heaviness in my lower stomach if that makes sense? His afternoon it's gone again. I'm drinking so much as an excuse to go to the toilet. What's happen to me lol?! xxx