2ww

[btsd]

Well, wish me luck!

We're back home after I had ET. 10 got to a blastocyst stage, 3 were transferred. AA+ quality. I now begin to practice thinking that it was my embryos. even though it is unlikely, but it won't hurt anyone, right?

Now, it is 2ww and then it's going to be a challenge harder than any other one - to wait till my baby is born. I really want it to happen but due to my past, I cannot even hope for it without feeling doubtful. But I am trying really hard.

so in two weeks, I am having my hCG test. so we'll see if it has worked this time or not...

oh my...

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi btsd. Just wanted to wish you well as you wait for your test date. At least your little embies are back inside you where they belong. Have a good rest when you can. Thinking of you. Diane

[btsd in reply to DianeArnold]

Thank you very much!!!!!!

Hah, yeah, they are home Just wishing they stay there for the whole pregnancy! :3

Love xoxox

[KimDerr]

Good luck! Leave your worries behind and enjoy the moment! I am sure it is really hard for you but give it a try! It is better to think positive right now and not to get upset over nothing!

xoxox

[btsd in reply to KimDerr]

Thank you very much! Fingers crossed I am going to get there, over 2ww with two huuuuge lines on tests (yeah, I have bought already tests and eagerly waiting till I have a chance to use them).

xo

[emu2016]

Good luck!!! x

[Fredaflintstone]

Wishing you luck xxx

[Hope85]

Good luck 😊

[Daddu1]

Wish u good luck. I'm also 2ww

[CountryCat]

Well done and I have all my fingers and toes crossed for a brilliant result for you!!

[btsd]

Thank you everyone! Means a lot to me to read your commentary!

Lots of love! xoxoxo

[Tugsgirl]

Good luck 🍀 X

[Cinderella5]

Best of luck!xx

[btsd]

Cannot express my gratitude for that amount of support! Really appreciate this!

Hope every one of you is doing great!

xoxo

[bethany2 in reply to btsd]

Best of luck honey! Fingers crossed!

xo

[btsd in reply to bethany2]

Thank you very much I am now on the 9th day and I am so eager to make a test but I do not want to upset myself, my manager said that it is better to wait until it is 14 days post transfer and then have a test so I am following her advice and waiting till this 2ww hell is over. I am praying for BFP, there is nothing I want more at the moment. I believe, it is not that hard to understand, as you have had your struggles and as for me waiting for my own hcg test is a lot easier than waiting till your manager sends you an update and tells if your surrogate mother is pregnant or not.

Fingers crossed.

[bethany2 in reply to btsd]

Are you still waiting? I really hope that you did not break and still staying away from doing tests, however, it is possible that your test can show a positive result already, just by the high hcg level you know, but I would advise you to wait till it is the date!

Fingers crossed honey!

Oh well, it was definitely hard to not receive anything for days just due to the lack of updates and when we did actually receive messages from our manager they were great but the effect would not last too long.. unfortunately and I could not even caress a belly, a pregnant woman would have usually...

[btsd in reply to bethany2]

was not there a lot of updates? or?

[bethany2 in reply to btsd]

no, but the updates took a lot of time, we had to wait for a month till they match a surrogate, then we had to wait till she gets pregnant (the overall time between ET and us receiving her hcg test was 2 weeks which is not a lot, but 2ww was for us even harder than one could imagine). then we waited for two weeks till her 6 weeks scan, then for another scan and for the 12 and for 16 weeks scans, it was easier because we were able to meet her for the first time, our surrogate. but overall, surrogacy for us is eternal waiting with no end to it.

[btsd in reply to bethany2]

oh well, surrogacy is so complicated though, I admire you to even start the process, it must've taken a lot of your patience...

I can't keep calm here sitting with the embies in my own belly, can't think of what it'd be if I have decided to pay someone to carry a child for me.

[Hidden]

Fingers crossed for you x

[btsd in reply to Hidden]

thank you sweetheart!

Your support means a lot to me!

Xx