Not sure how everyone manages to stay so positive......
I had 15 follicles and they retrieved 13 eggs. Today they've said only 10 of those were mature enough to inject (we're having ICSI) n n. N. and only 7 had fertilised this morning.
I feel like my little stash has been whittled down so quickly to less than half and I feel like I'm a failure already.
Cycle 1 - we had 11 eggs and, 9 fertilised, put back 1 on D5, the rest deteriorated too much to freeze
Cycle 2 - we had 7 eggs and 6 fertilised, put back 2 envies on D3, the rest were already too poor by D4 so none to freeze again
Feel like it's not as successful as the first round already and really struggling to see the upside.....
I was so positive this morning and in one phone call I feel knocked down 😩