I've joined a few weeks ago but this is my first post. I'm starting treatment next week for embryo freezing and I'm doing it alone. I've had a tough time this year which began with my boyfriend dumping me a few weeks into Jan. I didn't see it coming so took it really badly. If I'm honest, the biggest reason for my distress is because I have always wanted children and I thought it would happen with him. I'm 37 and was worried about my fertility so I went for a scan and found out that I had a low ovarian count and very low AMH for my age. Again, I took this really badly but quickly decided that I wanted to give myself every chance of having a child because I didn't want to rely on finding the right man.
My period started today and I have a scan with my clinic on Sat with the hope of starting the treatment next week. I've been told that I should view the first cycle as s test and that I shouldn't be to disappointed if it's not successful. Right now I'm feeling nervous, terrified and anxious but trying my best to keep positive. I know that it's going to be an emotional journey but I'm hoping that I can get through it xx