Thank you for all the support 😘

[Amanda86]

I just want to thank everyone for their support over the last few days.

My levels have now dropped to 5, another blood test next week to make sure they go back to 0.

Having a few months off (again) from treatment. We're going to book and holiday and just lead an IVF free life for a while and give ourselves time to heal and become strong again.

I'm going to look into private testing. After speaking with the hospital again today I was told that it's very unlikely they'll investigate as they aren't classing my last 2 loses as miscarriage. Shocking really. What can do you.

Everyone here is soamazing. I have more support on here than I do from family and friends and it means so much. Your all truly inspirational.

I will never give up on my dreams to become a mum. I will give it everything I have.

Sending love to everyone 💝😘💖 xxx

[Hidden]

Sorry it turned out this way, but enjoy some time off from it all and look after each other xxx

[Amanda86 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Button xxx

[Cinderella5]

Hey Amanda, that sounds like a good idea to plan something nice together! It is good taking time out to just feel "normal"! You're right, the support on here is a massive help but I guess that's because we just all suffering the highs and lows together and everyone just get it! xx

[Amanda86 in reply to Cinderella5]

Your right everyone does get it and it's just what I need. The last few texts I've had today (from friend and family) have been "just relax and it might happen naturally". Thanks that's a bit help. Or "don't feel so negative the next shot could be the one". I wish I could stop feeling negative. Guess they can't understand as they haven't been in the situation xxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Amanda86]

Yes, those kind of comments dont help and it kinda makes you want to slap someone but it is true they'll never understand how much this takes out of you! I hope you get a break away somewhere nice!xx

[Lizzielizzielizzie in reply to Cinderella5]

As you know, lots of us on here do understand. Try to put the unhelpful comments out of your head (hard I know) and concentrate on having time and space to grieve for what definitely have been miscarriages (even though the medics see it differently).

I hope you and your partner can have a relaxing holiday. Don't be surprised if your head feels a bit all over the place for a while. You've been through such a lot xxx

[Tugsgirl]

So glad to see your fighting spirit! Enjoy your holiday xx

Vicky

[Amanda86 in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thank you xxx

[katya38]

So sorry xx

[Amanda86 in reply to katya38]

Thanks xxx

[misswinky34]

Oh sweetheart I hope your back soon ❤️❤️

[Hollibob]

Don't give up your on these medical people!!

Book yourself a lovely holiday and have a cocktail or two!!

X

[dexter21]

So sorry hun big hugs to u xxxx

[Rainbow_86]

So sorry to hear your news.... i hope you have some time to rest before continuing.... look after yourself and treat yourself as you deserve it. Take care xxxxx

[Amanda86 in reply to Rainbow_86]

Thank you xxx

[SeniorPhipps]

Oh Amanda I'm so sorry to hear this. Take care of yourself and enjoy some quality time as a couple. We'll be here to help you through the next part of your journey, whatever that may be xx

[Amanda86 in reply to SeniorPhipps]

Thank you very much 😘 xxx

[Raglee]

Amanda I'm so sorry you are hear again, this journey just tests you so much , your so right to take a holiday , relax and get off this crazy bandwagon for a while X

[Amanda86 in reply to Raglee]

Thank you Raglee. I'm so sorry for you too 😥 it's a very tough journey. I hope your as well as can be. Take care xxx😘

[Hidden]

A break and a holiday from all this sounds blissful im sure its just what you need to get some space and re charge so enjoy xxx

[Amanda86 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. A holiday away is exactly what we need 😊 xxx

[Se99]

So sorry, really hoped things would be different for you x

[Amanda86 in reply to Se99]

Thank you 😘 xxx

[katiemiller94]

So sorry Amanda life is so cruel, hope your ok 💓🌸 xxxxxxxx

[Amanda86 in reply to katiemiller94]

Thanks Katie. I know it's horrible 😥 xxx