Round 2

[San1510]

Hi

As some of you may know I had a miscarriage at week 9-10 in November where i lost the twin beanies.

This time around I am not as excited as I was during the first round. May be its my defense mechanism that is in place and does not want to feel the hurt again. This time around, I have only told one of my very close friends ( she is my rock) who went through IVF as well and I am not telling anyone else ( apart from yourselves :))

I am nervous , petrified /scared.I know if we don't try we wont know. I have 7 frozen ( 5 days Blastocysts) awaiting to be transferred and they all seem to have good grading, but who knows.

I have been given the date of the Transfer which is this Friday. They will transfer 3 embryos due to my age, so hope and pray at least one of them sticks and produces a healthy bundle of joy.

All we can do is not lose hope .

Sending positive vibes to everyone who has the same dream us and hope dreams turn into reality

Love and Light

xxx

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi San1510. Loads of us on here can fully understand your pain and anxiety, and will support you throughout. Just wanted to wish you well with the transfer on Friday, and have a good rest afterwards. Thinking of you. Diane

[San1510 in reply to DianeArnold]

Thank you Diane. I thought I'd never say this but glad that work is busy which is keeping mind occupied xxx

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK in reply to San1510]

Hi San1510. Hope all goes/has gone well today. Have a good rest and don't forget to drink plenty of water. Thinking of you. Diane

[San1510 in reply to DianeArnold]

Thank you. Just enroute for blood tests , acupuncture and transfer at 2pm xxx. got the call that 2 out of 3 survived and then thawed one more which survived xx

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK in reply to San1510]

Hi san1510. All looking good! I will be thinking of you and your very busy day ahead! Good luck! Diane

[San1510 in reply to DianeArnold]

Thank you

[Hidden]

Good luck for transfer xxx

[San1510 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you hope your treatment is going well xxx

[72cloud9]

Wishing u everything good for this transfer.i pray this is your time xxx

[San1510 in reply to 72cloud9]

Thank you so much . Hope you are keeping well. Will text in a few days to check in xxx

[MommaBear16]

Hi San, how you are feeling is completely understandable. Wishing you lots of luck with your transfer on Friday, keep in touch x x x

[San1510 in reply to MommaBear16]

Thank you . Hope all is going well for yourself too xxx

[Tugsgirl]

Wishing you much luck on your transfer 🍀 x

[San1510 in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thank you hope your 2WW is going well xxx

[Leesalou]

Wishing you lots of luck, and loads of baby dust,

Xx

[San1510 in reply to Leesalou]

Thank you . Hope the next steps in your journey are going well xxx

[Leesalou in reply to San1510]

Thanks i don't start my 2nd cycle until April hopefully cx

[CountryCat]

Wishing you all the luck in the world! Fingers firmly crossed xx

[San1510 in reply to CountryCat]

Thank you. Hope everything is going well in your journey tooxxx

[lovewinspain]

Try to stay positive n wish u al d best for Friday...

[San1510 in reply to lovewinspain]

Thank you. Delighted about your lil prince so sweet xxx

[lovewinspain in reply to San1510]

Thank you.....I wish u also get ur happiness soon....

[Beanme]

Hey San1510 so sorry for your loss it must have been a very upsetting experience for you. You are still grieving and that is totally understandable and Im sending you a big huge hug. Try to relax and be good to yourself. There is a positive in that you do have another chance, isnt that fantastic. Another big chance where things could work out Dont lose hope xxx wishing you all the best for Friday☺

[San1510 in reply to Beanme]

Thank you so much for your kind words. I am blessed as hopefully one of those frozen embryos will turn into a bundle of joy ..

Best of luck with your treatment . Not long to go now xxx

[emu2016]

Lots of love and luck x

[San1510 in reply to emu2016]

Thank you . Hope you aren't turning into a zombie and managing to sleep xxx

[emu2016 in reply to San1510]

Takes over your life, right?! x

[pradhan]

San1510, dear sister, here is a big assuring hug from me. Everything is going to work out well. When you are through with the transfers, do let me know. My prayers are effectively responded always. And I do so now for both of you to have eternal happiness. God bless you.

[San1510 in reply to pradhan]

Thank you Pradhan for the kind words and hope and pray the prayers are answered

[pradhan in reply to San1510]

Dont worry my child. Things will work out well tomorrow.

[San1510 in reply to pradhan]

Thank you all went well . Now just have to wait and pray

[pradhan in reply to San1510]

San1510, fine. Now the next >>> First let the confirmation on pregnancy arrive, then arrange for fresh wet mud from a earthen ware pottery maker (should be natural mud - no additions) half tsp mix in 200 ml goat milk to drink. To be taken only thrice within 10 days period.

Remember, go about all precautions, medicine etc religiously as prescribed by your gynae. This does not interfere with any medicine. This is nature cure only - effective with no side effects.

Be very very careful as you move, lie, cook etc. Eat only easily digestible food, more liquids (so that you are faaaar from constipation (very very important). Sleep with a pillow under your feet. Also, I see you becoming over cautious - dont become like that. Read good, listen good, think good. Be happy, spread happiness. Post next when required. Everything is going to be real good and fine.

[Nesfin]

I can fully understand your sentiments and know it is hard to start again. Remember that it takes time and courage to move on and many of us battle against the fear of history repeating itself.. it's very hard. This forum is the perfect place to share any emotions and there will always be someone with words of encouragement, support or comfort. I wish you all the best in your journey xoxo

[City74]

Very best wishes for your transfer. I'm so sorry to hear of your losses and I think you are very brave. Take care of yourself xx