As some of you may know I had a miscarriage at week 9-10 in November where i lost the twin beanies.
This time around I am not as excited as I was during the first round. May be its my defense mechanism that is in place and does not want to feel the hurt again. This time around, I have only told one of my very close friends ( she is my rock) who went through IVF as well and I am not telling anyone else ( apart from yourselves :))
I am nervous , petrified /scared.I know if we don't try we wont know. I have 7 frozen ( 5 days Blastocysts) awaiting to be transferred and they all seem to have good grading, but who knows.
I have been given the date of the Transfer which is this Friday. They will transfer 3 embryos due to my age, so hope and pray at least one of them sticks and produces a healthy bundle of joy.
All we can do is not lose hope .
Sending positive vibes to everyone who has the same dream us and hope dreams turn into reality
Love and Light