So, 3 weeks ago was the happiest day of my life when I got my first ever BFP! I've wanted children since my early 20s, had been told we would never conceive naturally, been ttc for 4 years & had 3 failed rounds of IVF then a miracle happened. Since then my whole world has fallen apart!
Christmas Day I ended up in hospital with pains, HCG was 783 at that point. I had a scan & was told that it was a PUL (pregnancy of unkown location). The corpus luteum was on my left & they couldn't see my right ovary properly but could see something outside of my uterus on the right but it was probably just bowel showing up. My HCG had gone down to 183. Anyway, I was told that it was obviously a non-viable pregnancy & to expect to miscarry.
2 days later my HCG was down to 172 so they booked me in for bloods a week later. I had a bleed which started on NYE & thought it must all be over then my HCG shot back up to 365 when I was tested yesterday.
I've been advised that I may have an ectopic pregnancy but I have no pain, no tenderness, no pregnancy symptoms anymore. I'm not having another blood test for a week & I just can't cope. I can't concentrate on anything & panicking about having a ruptured tube & the problems that could be associated with that. I think I'm also imagining stomach aches!
Has anyone had a similar experience?? I just want it to all be over so that I can get back to my life & maybe achieve a real & succesful pregnancy.