Ok, it is time for us to wake up from all of the illusions we were living till this day. my husband and I have been suffering from diabetes, yes, the both of us. And whenever we would go to see a doctor, we would always be told that pregnancy for me is forbidden, because of the high risks of our baby having the diabetes. We went to like 50 doctors and I am not joking, but I always knew what they would say when they saw our medical histories. It is unsafe they have told us, which is such a stupid thing, because science basically does miracles but it can’t help us.
Okay it is either we use donor’s sperm or surrogacy on my hubby’s sperm. the first option won’t work, because my husband completely refuses to have a child from another man. Even when I explained him that the sperm donor will look like him and the doctors will match the donor according to his phenotype, he didn’t listen to me. So if I want to save my family I would have to use the second option, but I don’t want to. It is surrogacy and it is unachievable for the couple like ours. It is too expensive, I know about other countries, but I know nothing about international fertility clinics.
This is just pure hell. I know some of you are in worse pain than I am. But what can I do with myself.