Had a horrible weekend and after a few occasions of brown spotting I'm still convinced that the scan will be awful and they'll find out it isn't viable. Over the weekend it was like the grieving had started already. I was sobbing and just felt useless and hopeless. What is the point of me if I can't even keep our lovely embryos alive?! I'm trying to stay positive but in some ways it would be easier to expect a miscarriage and then have the "surprise" of a viable pregnancy. I can't believe it is another 8 days still until my scan.
Still no nausea but trying to remind myself that when I was pregnant with my son (who is 18 now) I didn't even KNOW I was pregnant until I was 8 weeks already and I never experienced nausea at all in the first trimester.
Still feeling hungry and tired all the time, which I'm hoping is a good sign. Gah! I hate wishing my life away but I would like the scan to be over so I know where I stand.
So frustrating! This time it is even worse than the 2WW!!!
Wishing you all baby dust and hope you are all doing OK XX