I went for my third counselling meeting yesterday and was a little worried because there was a chance they would stop my treatment due to not having much of a support network of people around me. Anyway I mentioned a few things that I have done and also this site and it was agreed I can go ahead with it.
I'm feeling very anxious, scared, excited all rolled into one!!
Trying to go through this all on your own, no partner support, no one to come to the appointments with me is so hard. I don't know how I'm going to get through it.
For me, not having a partner to share all the decissions with and the fact that its all very clinical are the parts that worry me the most.
I would of preferred to of met someone and had a baby the normal way (whatever normal is) than this but I guess its my last chance so have to go through it all one step at a time.
Is anyone else, going it alone?!! x