Hi all!
Today I googled which apps were best when it comes to managing seizures and this app was top three!
I’ve had weird feelings in my head for as long as I can remember:
High school: brief but recurring episodes of feeling robotic, and like I wasn’t “real” but in a movie. I took ibuprofen daily with no success.
College: episodes evolved into “wavy” sensations in the head that would make speech confusing to me with a frozen look of disgust on my face. People avoided me during these times and I just took space until I felt better. I also thought I was psychic and spiritually gifted due to overwhelming feelings of deja vu.
Two weeks ago: full blown seizure at work with an aura and inhibited muscle movement right before it happened. I went to the ER twice in the same week, with the first discharge papers blaming anxiety, while the second ones said I simply fainted. Ever since then I’ve had a seizure every other day, and I am trapped at home. These seizures have been witnessed by coworkers and family members, so I know I am not just passing out, especially with all my blood work in a healthy range.
I’m currently waiting for a 72-hour EEG scan, but my functioning and critical thinking has taken a major dive. I’ve had to leave work, quit college and stop driving. My life has taken a major turn. But for some reason many doctors think I’m lying to them. Often times I’m told it’s just anxiety, but for my initial college years I was misdiagnosed as bipolar and on Lamictal for mood swings. Lamictal actually helped me greatly, and I now believe it was successfully treating my partial seizures I’d always had, but I was taken off last year, and now I can’t be started on meds again until after the EEG. Apparently a diagnosis needs to be made before I’m allowed to start feeling better, even when Lamictal greatly improved my life in the past.
I’ve been told EEGs can come back as normal even for confirmed epileptics. What will happen if my test comes back normal? Will I still receive help in putting my life together? Not to mention if I keep having seizures and they’re labeled as non-epileptic I will most likely have to go on disability if this pattern continues.
I’m 24 and not losing hope, but everything I worked hard to achieve has been snatched away from me, and I don’t even have a timeline for what to expect with next steps. How long does it usually take to become stabilized on medication once you are diagnosed? I’ve left my job, but my bosses have already told me they will rehire me as soon as I am well enough to work again.
Any tips related to seizures is much appreciated. It’s relieving to know people can relate.
Thanks for all your help!
Jace