I had my first seizure at the age of 24 on New Year’s Day 2016. Since then I’ve been in the ICU numerous times for grand and petite mal seizures. Before I had my first grand mal seizure, I would sometimes get intense feelings of dejavu and feel as if I’m underwater. No known cause has been determined and I’ve been diagnosed with epilepsy. I’m beginning to get very depressed and have no confidence to be by myself or to take care of my daughter alone. I’m currently on lamictal 100mg twice a day. If anyone has any advice or support please respond to my post. Thank you.