I had my Down Regulation injection 6 days ago, and I don;t know whether this is the cause, but I am crying 4/5 times a day. Before the injection, I did have 'down days', but it would be maybe two days a week of crying. My husband was understanding, but I think he is getting a little fed up, that every time he looks at me, I'm crying.
I don't think it helps that 5 of my friends have found out they are pregnant. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy for them, and can't wait for their babies to arrive, but it is still hard for me. I can't have children, because of my endo, This news for me, is still quite fresh, and it just seems that everyone is having babies, except me. Everyone keeps saying things like "Don't worry, it will happen for you". Because I am going through ICSI, a lot of people think it is going to happen first time for me, but I just can't get positive about it.
I also thought that the injection was helping with my pain, until yesterday, when I was doing some gentle exercise at the gym, and got struck down with pain. I came home, and haven't moved since. My pain killers are not doing anything to help, and I feel bad for my husband, who is just running round after me. I do hope my mood picks up soon. I hate feeling like this.
Hope all your lovely ladies are feeling OK!!!