It creeped about with intent to deceive, day by day it ate away any chance for me to conceive.
Drs say theres no more to be done, you can go home for the disease had won. Its taken you in with all its mite, its now time to give up the this fight.
I wonder if it ever knew, that day it stole a bit of my heart too.
I suffer its pain and cant break free, oh endo why did you choose me!!!
Today i woke feeling a bit low so just wrote this x
Well Done! I used to keep a journal many moons ago, and when I was all alone for days and nights just me and Endo, I would write whenever I could. Xx
well done and that good to say what you have said it fabulous and me felt the same too x
it brought tears to my eyes as it is so true.
So true and very touching, ((((hugs))))
Wow, that is so the truth. I can't believe what's happening to me and lots of other women out there. I'd never heard of this condition until I collapsed 5 years ago having suffered severe abdominal pain and haemorrhage, which frightened me. I've had diagnostic surgeries and this condition was diagnoised. I don't do things by halves, quite frankly I have a severe dose. I've always wanted to be a mum and have a rugby team of children, but this has snuck up on me and practically ruined my chances. I've made a referal for IVF but the chances of me carrying are slim. I really need a hysto. I don't know why this is happening to me, I haven't done anything to anyone. I see and read stories about terribly wicked people who can't look after their children properly and don't deserve to have them and I find everything so un fair. I can't seem to come to grips with all this stuff and don't know what to do. I don't mean to be a moaning minnie x any advice?
i really feel for you as would also like to have children but the choice has been taken away from me. i had to be sterelised in september 2011 due to irriversable damage to my fallopian tubes from endo scarring 
ive been married to my husband for 16yrs almost and it breaks my heart that i cant give him a child although i must add that we have raised my nephew from been a year old and is now 14. still it doesnt compensate for the feelings i keep locked away from the world about baring my own child.
endometriosis is an awful thing to live with and even moreso having to try and explain to people what is 'wrong' with you - its like because it isnt visible doesnt mean it isnt there!!!
im not sure as to what advice i could offer you really other then DONT let endo beat you, your worth so much more. i know its hard, gosh i know just how true that is but try to keep your wits about you and talk frankly to friends, family and especially your dr/gynie about how your feeling. REMEMBER its about you, not them!!!
chin up girl, and take care xxx
P.S your not a moaning minnie, your a women living with pain on a daily basis and trying to best cope x
Hi Saz74 thanks for much for your response. i cried the first time I looked at the site. I thought it was all in my head and I was talking jibberish. Nobody understood but now I've found wonderful people who do. I'm so sorry that everyone has had to or is suffering. I wish you all the love in the world.
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*** Please Watch & Share If You Think This May Help Others ***
Finally, A way of helping others understand the reason we suffer daily with stomach/pelvic pain.
Its hard to explain to friends and family what we are going through so with this video they can understand how we all feel and the video just says it all ...
what a great poem!! sums up how we all feel 
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i am glad someone else on here posted their endo poetry online :o)
its such a good way to get the angry etc out xx
thankyou x
sometimes i find it an easier release just to put pen to paper and express myself x
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