Still suffering many years later

[Lilendowarrior]

I have had “bad periods” since I started them at 10, at 12 I was given the pill to try and help. I have been on and off contraception since then.

I have been with my OH for 4 years been trying for 2 years to have a baby. No luck, been told I likely have endo finally getting an mri. Been told I need to loose weight for surgery. I have pain all the time. During periods, during ovulation, after sex it’s never ending. I have been put on modified release Dihydrocodeine to help with the pain. Most days I can only eat one meal. I am now struggling with work. I feel so depressed due to the pain, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I am trying to loose weight but even walking is becoming harder due to the pain I am in. I know there are people worse off than me, I just don’t know what to do anymore.