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[ging04]

Hi, i’ve been struggling for a year now and i was referred to QA gynaecology team in december, i still have 6-8 months to go on the waiting list…

This last week has been hell i can’t go to college, work or the work experience i’m required to do to pass college and go to uni. I have exams starting in a couple of weeks and i’m dreading it. I’m only just 18 and supposed to be enjoying myself and looking forward to uni not laying in bed, useless.

I can barely move, so i’m stuck in bed with only managing to make it to the toilet as for some reason i need to pee way too much.. My legs are wobbly and unstable when moving up and down stairs so i’m scared to even attempt it on my own. I feel so useless

I have done an e consult which told me to call the doctors, and now i’m waiting for someone from the urgent care team to call me.. No pain killers work and it’s just so frustrating at this point.

I’ve also started to feel the pain lower than my abdomen, in my groin area and it’s really starting to worry me.. sometimes when i pee i also receive some pain in my groin but not every time.. does anyone else get this??

I’m not really sure why i’m writing and posting this but i guess i’m feeling sorry for myself. And i just wanted to share for anyone else who is feeling the same, you’re not alone and i wish the best for all of you.

Izzy xx