Woe is me

[LauRAa-1]

I'm in so much pain, I woke myself up screaming everytime I fell asleep in the night because I'd move out of the carefully placed position I'd cultivated.

I feel dramatic, I feel a fool and I feel alone.

I dont feel like this is a life.

Suddenly hit unknowingly by a stomach 5 times it's normal size and pain thats unbearable. Given my PMH I never know if the pain noe is an indication of something more significant like a ruptured and uncontrolled bleeding cyst. But I'm just exhausted in every possible interpretation of the term.

[Anna_EndoUK Moderator]

Hi Laura,

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad at the minute. Please try to remember that you are not alone and this flare up will pass eventually. If you feel like talking to someone, give our helpline a call on 0808 808 2227. You can find the opening hours here: endometriosis-uk.org/helpline.

Look after yourself xx