Nightmares

[Louise85]

Hi Ladies, Hope you are all as well as can be? Last week I went to see the gene and was told not only do I have endometriosis but also have adenomyosis which means I have it in my uterus wall, she is booking me up for an lapo (she actually said she can do it as soon as possible) but I am going to wait until march time as things aren't good at the moment my partner has just lost his job etc. However I am constantly have nightmares that I won't be able to have kids! It that's bad I am getting myself obcessed with it and actually driving myself insane, the gp has prescribed anti depressants because it's making me feel so low. I wouldn't mind but I had an op in 2015 were all my right side was stuck together and wish I would had tried for kids after that but with work commitments and studying thought it would be best to wait but now I feel like everything is just crashing down in front of me and I keep doing stupid things and pressing the self district button! I know I need to stop think of it as when I go in for op she is going to see if everything is working and dye my tubes etc but I seriously can not stop thinking of the thought I will never have kids, the clock is ticking. Sorry for going on but has anyone else thought like this? Thank you Louise

[Endom27]

I know its easier said than done but try not to stress about it. They havent actually said you may never have children. Wait until your laparoscopy and see what they say. I do understand how you feel though as they told me after my surgery I may never have children. However there are options out there. You can try IVF, surrogate, adoption. Try think positive 💛