Sick and tired of being sick and tired!

[ChristChild]

Hello ladies

I just need to rant because I'm so tired of everything!

I fell asleep at 4am and woke up at 5am. And just going in and out of sleep but I've had oramorph and some cocodamol!

I've had a hot water bottle the whole time but I've been throwing up and just in excruciating pain.

I'm too scared to go the hospital because of what's going on... So I can't get morphine. Im just so tired as I haven't slept. I feel like my body hates me and Im so angry and sad all at the same time!

I feel like screaming and just tired of being sick and tired all the time you know?!

[Chegotsi]

Hey, I know where you are coming from. My last period sent me to A&E as well. I think you are allowed to feel as you are but unfortunately life has dealt us this hand so we have to just take one day at a time and do our best. I wouldn’t wish this of anyone. Anyway make sure you treat yourself with kindness and try and approach this as you would a friend going through this. Try join groups on social media and see if you pick up what others are also doing. Sending you hugs and tons of prayers your way! ❤️❤️❤️

[ChristChild in reply to Chegotsi]

Awww thank you so much for your kind words

I know - that's why I posted on here because I know I'm ranting to people who understand haha

I have family who suffer from endo as well so I've got amazing support. But sometimes it feels like they go through a lot as well so I don't want to just lean on them if that makes sense

But forums like this are a godsend because they help you not to feel crazy