Fed up

[SarahMia227]

I just needed somewhere to vent. I am so, so fed up of having this stupid condition. I feel like I'm doing everything I can to control it and nothing seems to work and I end up in just as much pain as I did before.

I'm 23 years old, and I want to have sex with my boyfriend, and not be exhausted all the time, and not lie to people about why I'm not going to their drinks, and stop taking all these drugs that make me feel like shit, and wear tight clothes like I used to.

I just can't see it getting better, and I can't see how I'm ever going to live the life I want with this condition and I'm too stubborn to give up on it.

[megan31585]

Girl I feel like you just typed up my exact feelings. Right now one of the only things making me feel better is knowing I’m not alone. Thank you for sharing and making me feel sane. I’m currently overly emotional from having to double up on birth control and sex has been all messed up from surgery and being in pain and just having a really hard time trying to explain to my boyfriend why I’m in such a sad mood. I hope we feel better soon but even if we don’t, at least we can all get through this together and keep sharing ❤️

[SarahMia227 in reply to megan31585]

Thank you, I needed to hear that <3

[Deluminum]

Honestly I feel exactly the same 😫 I’m only 18 and I keep having breakdowns because I dont know how to cope with this stupid condition for the rest of my life.

It’s so bloody tough but at least you’re not the only one we are all so fed up and if you ever want to vent send me a message because I’ll happily rant with you. ❤️