Hope everyone is doing as well as can be. I'm struggling and don't know what to do with myself. I had 6 month on Zoladex with 2 heavy but relatively painless bleeds whilst on it. Since coming off I had one normalish bleed and then nothing for 6 weeks.
I have been off work since Wednesday, I had lower pelvic pain, extreme anxiety and chest pains and felt generally unwell, Thursday I was in so much pain i couldn't move other than to vomit this carried through the rest of the week heavy bleeding and large clots began on Friday, i went in to work as id been off two days and felt bad, they immediately sent me home. When i did make it out the house for an hour with my husband Saturday I didn't move for the rest of the day i was exhausted. All I seem to be able to do is cry,vomit, bleed tell everyone in sorry for letting them down or being a burden and wish thst I didn't feel this way or that I could be wonder woman and mask it all.
I was going to get back into work today and grin and bear it had my clothes laid out the lot. I didn't sleep from the sweating and pain and laid here this morning and thought I can't I just cant. The doctor signed me off last week but I hadn't collected the note and was going to just get back in work ASAP my husband and dad are telling me to take this time and make sure I feel better before I do anything as they thi k I'm pushing my self to much. Which is great on the one hand cause I spent 7 years up to my diagnosis being told I was a hypochondriac and a drama queen but also I rarely feel better if im lucky I might get a week a month before the pain around ovulation and then the pain leading up to and after a period.
I just dont know what to do with myself what to say to work just at a bit of a loss.