If you haven't seen my other post I was talking about how my swab appointment low key traumatised me for another appointment : healthunlocked.com/endometr...
So today I had my scan, and find that ranting about things here is the best way to get things off my chest. I turned up five minutes before my appointment so I was pretty flustered, only to be told that my appointment for my ultrasound was tomorrow instead... (100% was told it would be today over the phone.) So that left me pretty upset but they managed to fit me in.
So I was called in by a male member of staff, and my mum had driven 2 hours to come to this appointment with me and booked today off work, only to be told "sit down please you're not allowed in." which I wasn't expecting. I ended up going in by myself even though my mum tried to persist to come in with me, with a female chaperone but I wasn't really bothered about her because she was still a stranger.
With a room full of 3 men and 1 woman I didn't know, I found the whole thing pretty intimidating with the dark lighting and all these people so I started crying and the man doing the ultrasound kept asking me if i was crying because he was male, and I said no I was crying because I'd never had anything like this done before and I wanted my mum, and I was scared for the internal ultrasound that I had been told would come after the external one.
But they didn't end up doing an internal one after all.
I have to wait a week for my results but I got a small peek at the image of my ultrasound and saw two dark circles next to each other so I'm not sure whether these are likely to be cysts or not.
Just so tired and frustrated that nothing I've done in this process has been very easy going, something always seems to go wrong.