Hi everyone, I am 33 and am due to have my third laparoscopy at the end of the month. The surgeon has done some scans and said everything is stuck together and I may have to have two ops to deal with it. I am in quite a lot of pain most of the time and have recently felt so ill. Today I had to come home early as I just felt terrible. My joints hurt, muscles ache and feel like I am going to faint. I feel so old and like the life has been sucked out of me some days. I find it so hard sometimes as I feel no one really understands. I have an amazing boyfriend who is very supportive but sometimes I feel so alone. Just wondering if other people feel like this physically and mentally. In my head I am just willing myself to get to the surgery date and hope for some respite after it. My last two surgeries involved complications and I am terrified of things going wrong again, but we have tried all other avenues and had no success. This disease is just awful!