It just gets worse 😢

Found out last week I also have POI. Primary Ovarian Insufficiency or POI (previously called Premature Ovarian Failure) and another condition which I can't remember now. Iv actually reached rock bottom now and can't handle anymore pain. I'm not talking about physical pain but emotional pain 😢😭. I'm heart broken 💔 Things are just going from bad to worse for me. It's so hard to be normal around others, fake a smile when in reality you are dying from inside.

[mkimot]

Hi! I am in the same position. I also found out last week about POI (although i was suspecting it..). I know how you feel. I am constantly trying to suppress tears.. And i have to deal with all the new anxieties (ivf with donor eggs, all the new threats for my health due to hormones, etc etc.). I really don't know what to say to you, apart from the fact that we are a lot like you and we totally understand what you are going through..

Oh, and sometimes a good cry will make you feel a bit better... I wish you all the best..

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I'm a mess 😢 I'm feeling so emotional lately all I want to do is cry. I know it's not the best way to go about it and I try to be positive but it's hard. My pain in my stomach is getting worse everyday. I wake up every morning with a sore body and headache from not having a good nights sleep. Hate my life sometimes.

I can't believe even have ivf because I have heart condition too so they ruled that out. And egg donor is not available on the NHS and I don't have £8000. Thank you mkimot.