Hi girlies, I wanted to express how much this has taken it's toll on me. Yesterday, after another stressful day at work, I messaged my boss to say I wouldn't be in today. Or ever again. I was working my notice anyway because I am trying to find something less stressful but I couldn't even make the last few weeks. It's not just the pain I live with everyday (and night) that has got to me. I'm almost used to it. It's the emotional symptoms and the overwhelming fatigue that makes an everyday office job unbearable. I see the other girls that have worked there for years shrugging things off and wonder why I am breaking into a sweat and freaking out. I always keep my cool at work and on the outside you wouldn't know there was anything wrong but inside I am screaming. I just live in a constant state of fear wondering how long it will be until someone notices that I just can't cope. Every day life is too much for me and I am so, so tired that I could sleep for a week. My old job as a waitress have taken me back over Christmas, but I am at a loss for what to do then. Could this be endo or is it me? Am I just no good at this life thing that everyone else seems to breeze through.