Hi, does anyone else get where they have no motivation?
It may be my depression, but I find myself wanting to do things, and never doing them. I'm really bored, so I want to draw, or write, or read (all the things I usually enjoy doing) but part of me doesn't want to. I dislike doing nothing, and I don't want to lie down and have a nap. I want to do something that challenges my mind, but I just have no motivation. So I do end up lying down and carrying on being bored. It makes me fed up. Like I'm fighting against myself. I feel like I've lost interest in everything I normally enjoy. I try to force myself to do something that might interest me, but I quickly become irritated, and go back to doing nothing.
And I know some people complain about being bored. But I mean every day doing the necessary routine of existing. Waiting for the day to pass, just to go back to sleep again. Recently, it's very rare if I show an interest in something.