Feel crappy😢

[Lucy16]

Hi, been diagnosed with endometriosis about 2 weeks ago. At the time I felt releaved as it finally gave me a reason for the horrific pains and infertility. As the weeks have gone on I can't help but feeling really down. Mostly about the infertility. I'm 35 and feel like time is against me. As each day goes on my mood seems 'irrational' and I take it out generally on my partner. im not sure what I'm meant to achieve by posting this, just looking to vent my 'life is shit' rant!

[Hidden]

I felt exactly the same, relieved at first to know what was wrong but then as time went on I felt low and really down about things. I think it's the realisation of what we are facing. It's not easy but it's important to talk about how you feel. Try to avoid just putting a brave face on things, you'll feel better if you're able to talk about it x

[Lucy16 in reply to Hidden]

Definitely. I'm glad I found this site, it's nice to know i'm not the only one out there - not that I would wish this on anyone. Maybe talking about it will help me to put everything in to perspective. I get so annoyed with my partner because he seems to be unscathed by it all. I'm sure he's not but just doesn't talk about it.

It doesn't help that I had a miscarriage last year and the due date is around this time. All day I've been thinking that the baby would have been 1. I thought by now I would have been pregnant again but now I'm dealing with this bombshell! Need a holiday 😏! X

[Hidden in reply to Lucy16]

I'm very sorry about your miscarriage and it's completely understandable that you would feel really down at the moment. Please believe though that you will feel better and will have better days ahead. It is tough though, I know how you feel x