new year

[lisamariexx]

hi all , something bad happened to me at new year & since then I am struggling to cope I think about ending my life constantly because I can't deal with it , I am waitin on an appointment for mental health does anyone no how I can get rid of these feelings?

[Vickoii]

However you are feeling hun, ending you life is not the way to deal with it. If you are feeling really down and are having some suicidal thoughts, get yourself to a gp out of hours service or your nearest a+e and ask to see your local on call mental health team. You need to speak to someone as soon as possible. I hope you are okay xxxx

[lisamariexx in reply to Vickoii]

thank you , I have been through the doctors ect but nothing seems to be working on me I hate feeling like this it's just hard to deal with at times , I don't want end my life but it seems so really hard xxx

[Vickoii in reply to lisamariexx]

If you are feeling really bad then i wouldnt recommend waiting for your appointment. You need to see someone as soon as possible. Keep your chin up hun xxxx

[Stormyimp]

You need to see someone now Hun. Don't wait for your GP. Please don't take your life. I promise there will be a time when you look back and be very happy that you didn't. The pain you will cause to the people who love you will never be something they can move on from. Don't do that to them. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm happy to lend an ear if you need. Xx

[lisamariexx in reply to Stormyimp]

I am gonna wait for my appointment to come through and seek professional help , thank u xx

[emmajane127]

As Simonetta, suggested 5 months ago when you used this forum for a similar post, can I suggest any of the following

I appreciate you are feeling low, you are in a bad place and you are unable to talk to anyone right now, but if at any point you feel you can, may I recommend some places where you can speak in confidence in a safe and anonymous way.

Endometriosis UK run online support groups via a Skype link (no video is used during the call) that you can sign up for via the website:

endometriosis-uk.org/online...

There is also a freephone confidential helpline run by Endometriosis UK volunteers who have Endometriosis themselves:

0808 808 2227

Furthermore, please find a link for the Samaritans who are available 24 hours a day, 365 days a year on:

08457 90 90 90

samaritans.org/

Did you ever call our helpline? Use the Skype chat? Call the Samaritans? As I feel all of these, especially the Samaritans is a far better avenue for advice, for anyone feeling like you do right now.

Let me know which option you choose, I would certainly call the Samaritans who I am sure can give you invaluable advice and support, and also recommend other organisations that can help you.

Regards

Emma

Moderator

[lisamariexx in reply to emmajane127]

Thank you so much I will give them a phone xx

[Aurorasparkle]

Hi love

Please don't despair there is lots of help out there and people who really care.

I have used the samaritans myself quite a few times through email, but you can also ring them too on the number emma jane the moderator gave you.

It can be very hard being chronically ill but we can not just survive but thrive despite our illness with the right help and support.

Sending big hugs and blessings to you xxxx

[lisamariexx in reply to Aurorasparkle]

thank you, I am not gonna harm my self I am trying to use methods like pain to take it away , xx

[mablesky]

I'm sorry you feel this way it must be extremely tough but you really do need to seek some professional help and this is not the forum to find that extent of help you need

I really hope you can find some help soon .

[lisamariexx in reply to mablesky]

I'm not giving in to it I don't want to harm my self it just feels like a way to ease the pain I am just waitin on my appointment for professional help , thank u cx

[Hidden]

Big hug!

[lisamariexx in reply to Hidden]

Thank you xx

[Hidden in reply to lisamariexx]

And if you can find some dogs or cats that like cuddling, would recommend that as well as counselling

[lisamariexx in reply to Hidden]

Thank u xx

[Catlover93]

these feelings you are having are only temporary, believe me you won't always feel this low. I too had similar feelings not so long ago, i felt I was banging my head against a brick wall. Felt there was no way out. I wrote my feelings down on a piece of paper so I could read them to myself, i done this because I didn't think anyone would understand what I was trying to say, except for myself.

I couldn't even begin to think how low i was feeling without bursting into tears.

So what did i do?

I spoke to my my mother, who is my rock. I let her read the note and i broke down. I let everything out, i cried until i had no more tears left. I told her everything about how i was feeling and I knew straight away it was the best thing i could have done.

After the 3 hour chat at 2am in the morning I felt so relieved! I signed up for several chat groups, went to see my doctor the following morning to do the exact same thing and He could see how bad things were and took some action for me. He referred me to see a pain nurse (still waiting) and sorted some other things out and gave me different painkillers.

I know everyone has a different story, but I can't stress enough how better you will feel about talking about your problem. Do a search online for some helplines, chat groups, talk to your closest friend, try anything to tell someone how your feeling! And if your still feeling the same, you could try some counselling. I know it sounds extreme but if its the only thing that could help you and how your feeling try it! You have nothing to lose.

You will get there one step at a time, taking your life is only making your problems defeat you! And your stronger than that' good luck, wish you all the best.xxx

[lisamariexx in reply to Catlover93]

Thank you so much! i am glad it has helped you:), am just getting there with help & support of my family and friends xx

[Catlover93 in reply to lisamariexx]

No problem, that's good to hear! Sending you hugs, keep strong hun xx

[lisamariexx in reply to Catlover93]

Thank you so much xxx

[mitzymoo]

Hi Angel

I hope you're feeling a little better today with all our love and support around you.

We are here for you no matter what time of day or night there is always someone on the site to reach out to that will listen to you, whether it is to rant, rage or put the world to rights we're here!!

I have a special verse i give to people in need of comfort and support and this ones for you.

When angels sense you need them

And angels always do

They come unseen from everywhere

To help and comfort you

They hover close beside you

Till all your fears are gone

Till they can see you're ready

Once again to carry on

Then some of them fly away

And take their gentle touch

To other hearts who need the love

Of angels very much.

But one at least stays with you

As your constant friend and guide,

As Guardian angels never leave you

They are always by your side!!!

Print the verse out and put it where you'll get most comfort from it! I know some who have put it in a little frame and put it by the bed and read it before going to sleep, to put them in happier mood to go to sleep.

Take care gentle hugs and angel blessings to you xxx

[lisamariexx in reply to mitzymoo]

thank you very much , I am feeling a. It better now xx

[mitzymoo in reply to lisamariexx]

Hi my angel xx

I'm glad to here you're feeling abit better.

We're here for you when ever you need us!

Take care, sleep well, gentle hugs and angel blessings XXXOOOXXX

[lisamariexx in reply to mitzymoo]

Thank u so much xxx

[Hidden]

How are you doing now? Thought about you and hoped you were improving. Hoping the sunshine is helping you smile again!

[lisamariexx in reply to Hidden]

yeah I'm okay getting there now with everyone's help & support thank you x