Going through a lot of pain (the old ones prior to surgery). I am married and turning 31 in a few weeks. My husband is being fantastic and supportive. However, the fact that there is no cure for this disease feels surreal. I didn't think it would happen to me. I can't accept the fact I have to learn to live with it. I have been getting upset easily about every little thing. It has hit me like a tsunami and it feels like no one understands (not true). I am not sure how to learn to live a very painful life. Any advice? Thank you.