hi I got diagnosed with stage 3 endo and ovarian cyst in may 2012, since then ive had constant pain and continuous bleeding. ive had a baby since and because of scare tissue I had retained placenta. I have another op booked for next week and im really scared, scared ill be told that its spread and I have to have a hysterectomy.
This is getting me down really bad I cant do fun things with my kids anymore as im in pain all the time and im bleeding and my love life with my partner is fading, I feel so disgusting in myself because im always bleeding , I hate my body atmo coz of the scares and ive bloated out. I don't know how to deal with this all how to make myself feel better. I just sit there sometimes and think why the hell is my partner with me? im always down which makes him down. I try to be strong but Im finding it really hard to. any advise? im sorry for this long question I don't have anyone to talk to about the illness and my feelings. thank you rhia.