I guess its time for me to have my rant
I guess I haven't really reacted to the news I was given on the 9th April that I officially have endo and I think now, two and a half months later it has proper hit me.
I am not on any treatment for it yet. My normal everyday symptoms actually include hot flushes and night sweats. One minute my body thinks its in menopause, the next minute it thinks it is pregnant and I feel dizzy, get morning sickness, look like I am 6 months pregnant and my boobs are so huge they don't even fit in my bra. Last month I wanted to rip everyone's heads off, was being rude to people at work cos they were annoying me, this month I am just constantly crying. my memory is soooooo bad, its gotten worse since the lap. my back kills me, my legs ache like they are being drilled, for the past two years I have had a deep red patch of acne on my right cheek temple that just doesn't go away, it hurts to open my bowels really bad and all I want to do is sleep, sleep and sleep.
I don't want to take any treatments because as far as I can see all the treatments will make me feel is everything I have just said above so what is the point????? I just don't understand this stupid condition and I wish it would just P*** off back to where it came from. 2 years ago I was perfectly normal and then one morning I just woke up with this stupid condition and I don't even know how it happened and its ruining my life.
I am not normally a sharer of emotions type of person, but apparently according to my endo this month I am
I am sorry for the rant, I literally have nobody who cares about me having endo or who will take the time to talk to me about my endo x