This may seem an odd question, but I'm wondering if anyone else has similar emotions to me.
I've progressed from Stage 2 to Stage 4 over the past 5 years. Is it normal to just want it to get to stage 5 so I can get real treatment?
Feel like I'm in limbo, waiting for the inevitable.
I know I should be hoping to get better, but I genuinely feel disappointed if my egfr hasn't decreased at my check ups.
I know this isn't a healthy mindset, and am curious if anyone else has similar thoughts?