I stumble, I fall
and sometimes I can’t tell you all
That happens
when systems fail
In my valley so dark,
not pretty, I know ….
I know…
So, keep it light as you go
Real but light
No fishing for bummers, please
But that’s the Disease
It’s too heavy for me
You see
I’m Mmmm, just, never at ease.
I squirm and I Squiver,
As I try to deliver
a coherent account of why
I was doing what I was doing
What was I doing?
I think, therefore, I was, a human doing,
giving this light bulb
a real good screwing
See it begins to begin
to hiss and to spark
But the light is too dim
Especially for Him
For it seems My God just can’t see in the dark.
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This bit of poetry really comes from the heart, I can almost feel your desperation/ depression in it.
You take care
my kindest regards.
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Thank you Oldtyke.It is as if you hold that sad portion of m/y/ourself up to the light and it becomes less of a trap upon examination.
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My feet trapped in cement
My arms locked down
My mind screaming help
This will not be me any more
Childish, self-indulgent pity
This will not be me anymore
I am stronger than that
Stronger than my burdens
Which will lift with the breeze and blow away
Today…
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Illness can be a trap if we let it be.
Positive thought i find is good
This afternoon I made myself get out and walk until I was tired, but now I feel exhilerated
I refuse to ever givie in and it does make you stronger.
I wish you the best
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Real positive talk is very good. I try to stay as postive as possible, which can be a challenge some days
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It can be such a challenge that's for sure to stay positive. I pretend a lot. But I'm going on my seventh year in this nightmare and i just started living again. I still have pd but it doesn't have me.
Peace be with you
Dena
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thank you Dena:
I appreciate your attitude. I pretend too, It's called positive projection! Smile!
Check out the question about LDN by drevy, very encouraging!
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