Why is your life so intermittent? If this is too personal, please ignore and forgive me for asking. Being a "Parkie" I fully understand the pressure and stress placed on a partner, but the packing up and leaving and then returning again bothers me. I am so sorry to hear of your plight.
You can certainly write poetry, but I agree with Jenny why, you are obviously hurting, does it help to write about it , is there someone you can talk to x
Best friends and childhood sweethearts with both interwoven and separate lives. Our paths kept leading back to each other through military enlistment, college, marriages, remarriages, children. . .with one constant--knowing that we loved each other no matter what. My life as a parkie has added yet another dimension to our 33 year old tapestry.
So I wait for his life's commitments to be fulfilled.
Your poem is lovely. My lover died five years ago. I still have his stuff around my house. Clutter. Time for me to let go and move on and yet when I look at his picture, I wish I had someone to talk to, someone who'd spoil me a little. Glad he did not suffer more. We had fun.
Sorry, for your pain both of you, hope that things will just get better and better every day. To hurt inside is not a good thing maybe just live from day to day, every day is a new day, remember that song?
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Parkinson's and RLS at the same time.
Night time medication
Off times and Hyperventilating 
