Haven't posted on here for a while as I am mostly on the Bridge to 10k forum but today I had a dreadful run and it reminded me of all the times when I was a very new runner when I had dreadful runs! Mostly these days (18 months after graduating C25K) it is fine. These days I don't generally get the toxic ten, those awful first ten minutes which used to plague me when I couldn't get my breath and my legs felt heavy as lead and I wondered what on earth I was doing. I will always be slow and I still haven't run 5k in 30 minutes, although I have knocked seven minutes off my first time of 46 minutes. But I ran 10k in March and, rather tentatively and with a lot of surprise because I am 65 and I have never been sporty, I now regard myself as a runner.
So it was a bit of a shock this morning to go out for what was intended to be a comfortable 5k run and find that it was such very hard work. I couldn't settle to it, it never got easy or comfortable, my legs felt so heavy and at no point did it move into that stage where you feel fine. This hasn't happened to me for months and months. And that is what reminded me of "There is no such thing as a bad run". I am not sure who said it on here. It was one of you lovely, supportive more experienced runners. I was having a moan a few months ago about having had a hard run. "Don't think of it as a bad run. You are learning how to be a runner. It is all miles in the legs" some kind person said. And it is so true. I have not been a runner for long but I have now run for long enough to know that a bad run is generally followed by a good one, that carrying on when it is hard is part of what builds mental and physical strength and that every single run is all miles in the legs.
Thinking about today I think I can blame last night's fish and chips and glasses of wine - not ideal run preparation but boy, they were nice! So I just wanted to say to those of you on here who have hard runs, or bad days, as we all do, that it's fine. All runs are good runs, even the ones that don't feel so good at the time. It is all miles in the legs! I am going to have a couple of days off now and the next one will be better. It always works that way! Keep running! Keep smiling!