Warning: slightly long post.....
So, graduated C25K. (Felt great.) Did Race for Life 5km. Even finished with a bit of sprint. (Felt amazing.) Had a few weeks off running due to illness then holiday ... but... picked it up again. (Really pleased with myself.) Did a parkrun, ran the whole thing and didn't look a twit. (Really happy bunny.) Fancied a 10km race. (All enthusiastic.) Started the Bupa 10km training plan. First week looked easy so thought I'd try running faster than usual. Having done the parkrun I was also keen to beat my time.
FAIL!
Did first faster run in the gym due to weather - no problems, great fun. Did second run outside (which I find more interesting but more difficult). Also faster. Hadn't had much sleep. Tummy playing up. Ate light breakfast but only just before I started running. Used the stepping stone podcast which I can't usually get on with but hey... in my sleep-deprived, upset tummy, too much food in my stomach state it was going to be fine right? Right?
Walked home 2/3 of the way through having completed bits of running but lots of walking. Was obviously never going to be able to run 10km. etc etc etc (Insert own gremlin phrases here if wished.)
Then calmed down and realised that I run because I love the way it feels on a good day and I like the way I feel afterwards. Decided to do the parkrun again yesterday. Wanted to try and beat my time but wanted to make sure I didn't overdo it and could keep running too.
Decided (part way through) to stop focusing so much on the time and more on enjoying it. My goals were:
1. Enjoy myself
2. Finish without needing medical attention or falling in the river
3. Run the whole thing (but see 1 and 2 above)
4. Improve on my time (but see all of the above)
And I relaxed and enjoyed it and knocked 14 seconds off my original time to boot!
Haven't signed up for a 10km race yet. Want to make sure I can keep running and enjoying it. Will keep following the training plan and if it goes well then I'll sign up for a timed 10km run. If it doesn't then I stick to the parkruns. No pressure. Much more fun. (That's the plan today anyway!)