hi it been ages since i wrote as ive been busy , it bee a tough couple of weeks as he has been ill enough to have the ambulance called twice this week .
what been most difficult is due to where his cancer tumor is they cant put any dressings on his lessions so he has been pretty sore, but for me it because he let slip hes told the doctors not to tell him or me how long he has got left to live . plus im trying to keep him comfortable and with me not knowing if the cancer has progressed or not is making it difficult to decide on what possible action to take so end up getting in touch with the medical professionals that we have contact with for the advice. luckly with their advice i realise that i have done the right thing at the right time . how often do any of you feel the same way .